posting since i changed usernames!

[pill]

Name: bailey, bai, bay, or any other nickname you'd like to call me.

Age:

i've been feeling ALL the feelings since 6/8/1990. so; 32.

Sidenote: if these kinds of things matter to you, i am an ENFP & a gemini sun, sag moon, and aquarius rising. i am also pansexual - i believe in falling in love with a soul rather than a gender... i'm a vegetarian. i have stage 4 kidney failure and the doctors cannot figure out WHY (they think it might be autoimmune or due to my traumatic pregnancy/birth and having COVID during my last trimesters.. but it's a journey i'm on for answers.) thankfully, i am at a point where i am stabilized and can probably last this way for a long while before needing a transplant or dialysis *fingers crossed, though* ♥

I mostly post about:

whatever i'm feeling in that moment. i love to write, so it mostly comes out in poetry, prose, lists or playlists, photos, cryptic subliminal posts, or sometimes posting about my day like a normal person. i post a lot about my son, as i'm a first time mom. but overall, my journal is just a catch-all for me feelin' too many feelings at all times, always. it's a safe space for me, and can be a safe space for you too!

My hobbies are:

you're welcome to browse my interests in my bio if you'd like or i'll just tell ya i'm into writing, reading, music, painting, journaling (both online, and hand-written; i'm currently very into bullet journaling), astrology, any form of art, houseplants, gardening, skateboarding, surfing, anything involving nature, hiking, camping, concerts, road trips, long deep talks, beading/bracelet making, thrifting, the sims 4, anything true crime or anything high strangeness (missing 411, aliens, cryptozoology, creepy, dark, mysterious, etc.), hair and makeup (i am professionally licensed to do both: i love making others feel beautiful and confident in their own skin), animals, playing any stringed instrument, psychology and how people's mind's work and why they do what they do, and many more things that i cannot think of right now, i'm sure. again, my bio is as full as the character limit would allow because i just love so many thinggggs.

My fandoms are:

i'm not part of any "fandoms" (no hate if you are, and i don't mind being friends with anyone who is~) - tbh, i don't really know what fandoms do/are for... i mean, i'm a "fan" of stuff... but like, not in an actual... fandom. but again, i welcome anyone and everyone to be friends! i think it's a beautiful thing in life to be passionate about things.

I'm looking to meet people who:

i want to meet people who are passionate, welcoming, funny, weird, quirky, kind, emotional, sad, people who are interested in the same things as me, people who aren't like me at all, those who would like to be friends, -- basically no matter if you're like me or not, if you want to be friends, i'm down. regardless of your background, life, and history, regardless if we have things in common, i am so interested in people in general, and reading whatever they decide to put out there on their little corner of the internet. i love finding others who understand the beauty and nostalgia of keeping an online journal and the era of internet that WAS "that time"...

My posting schedule tends to be: daily/weekly/monthly/sporadic/etc

it's sporadic - but i try to not go for tooTOO long in between entries.

When I add people, my dealbreakers are:

just being unkind and spreading unnecessary hate. that's really all i can think of. no matter who you are, i am not here to make your journey on this rock floating in space any more complicated than it has to be - and i don't tolerate that from others. i will never bully anyone else, so i don't expect you to bully me or anyone else. just be a good human, that's all. it shouldn't have to be said, but ✘ do not add me if you are down with racism, homophobia, or any type of bigotry or beliefs supporting inequality in any capacity. this is a safe space for me, and it will remain a safe space for anyone on my fl.

Before adding me, you should know: i am a very open-minded person who posts whatever is on my mind. i don't censor any feeling i have. expect honesty from me about my life and what i feel and think. i've been diagnosed with ADHD and bipolar (specifically type 2), and i am a recovering addict with years time under my belt at this point. i just love to meet people where they're at in life and offer them encouragement, validation, and love. i am 420 friendly, and can't wait to see what cannabis as well as certain hallucinogenics can do for medicine in our future. i really hope the stigma around addiction and mental health won't steer anyone away - but if it does, then i don't think we were meant to cross paths in the first place. i don't tend to get into politics or religion; but i will go ahead and let you all know that i lean to the more liberal side of things. i am also more spiritual than i am religious or into organized religion. i do not mind anyone who has opposing beliefs and will only show love to everyone, everywhere. i accept people for who they are, as they come. i think everyone is so beautifully unique in their own ways and i am always welcoming anyone who wants to be friends! ♥